Saturday, December 20, 2014

jani...bohudin pore abar likhchi....asole lekhar utso j matha tate dhulo jome gechilo.....dakka na khele to ajkal TV o chole na....ami to sadharon manush.
    ager lekhae premer kotha llikhechilam bodhoy....tai na??? ki odvut dekhun thik tar porer lekhatai likhchi oprem nie....na na oprem sune hasben na......jani kothata obhidhan e nei...kintu kotha to manush e toiri kore....eta amar toiri kotha...."oprem". oprem ki janen?? oprem ei tan ta jete amader hat charte dae na. oprem sei sesh khorkuto ta ja die amra somporko k bhasie rakhte chai....oprem sei sesh barer kanna bheja bidae janano....ja akmuhurte somosto decision.....ligoc...practicality k tuchcho kore dae, olot palot kore dae. mone hoy sob mitthe...sob bhul... j somporko more gahce take electric shock die tar heart beat shonar chesta k bole oprem......tar thanda kothin deho ta jorie dhore fire ae fire ae bole kanna ta k bole oprem.
     bhalobesechilam....bhalobasa chole gache....tar jawar paer chhap dekhte pachchi...kintu mante chaichi ki?? bissas korchi ki???  mathar moddhe awaj hochche.."na na na na". jotoi koshto hok jete nahi dibo.....rokto poruk tao....jete nahi dibo.....jete nahi dibo....jete nahi dibo...kintu mitther asro e to bacha jae na...chokh bondho korlei ki sob bodle jae???  se chilo seta jamn sotti...se chole gache setao tamon e sotti....sotti kothin hote pare....sotti rukkho hote pare.....kintu tao.....se sotti.. seta mene jano nite pari....etai kamona...karon..
                "The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself, unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize that the situation is over, you cannot move forward."