well...i did not write the last two days.....cuz frankly speaking nothing happened....like....the days were almost as mundane as a chicken clear soup....i had exactly nothing to think about....or to write about....
  then again yesterday night i had a long debate with kabir on a very thought inducing topic....and i lost the debate as usual ....cuz kabir is really good at logical explanations....or logical sounding illogical explanations....and later that night...wen i was running the whole debate through my mind and cursing myself for things i shud have said...i realised ever i had the most appropriate thinx i wud have never won....even if i debated with my teddybear...i wud have lost....
  ok....i hope thats enuf introduction to make one think..."wat sort of debate was that after all???"....it was about my career....i was debating with kabir about wat is more important??? job satisfaction...or the salary....it was going pretty well untill i was asked...."wat do u want??"..and i had no answer.....i tried to cover that fact by siting different logics...but i did kno at my heart that there s absolutely nuthing that i love doing....and i can have a living out of that.....
 i love singing....but m not that good.....i do love to write....but m not that good in that either....i love sketching...but i m moderate in that too....eating is surely something i love to do....but hey....nobody s gonna pay me for that....the subject i study....well...i am a good student.. .and thats y i have a high TRP (u kno wat i mean) amongst my frnds n family ....but this s my little secret...i hate studying....n if i keep on studyng this subject then one day i m gonna loose my mind....buy a limosine and kill Yo Yo Honey Singh.....i could have done MBA...i kno CAT is not thaaat difficult fr me cuz m fairly good with numbers....but i m such a messy person!!!! i cant manage myself...then how m i supposed to manage a company...???
  so i figure out.....i have always taken every activity....be it singing...or drawing....or studying.....as a challenge...a challenge to prove that i can do it....not becoz...i love it...and becoz of my good chromosomes i have moderately succeeded..i think i did these cuz i loved to see my mom swell in pride...so now wen i have to chose based on wat i love to do...there s nothing i can point out....m not passionate about nething at all...............well i do love to write....but u kno....no body s gonna gv me cash for this trash...he he....
 so...,hypothetical reader....if u r there....take this little piece of advice....do a thing becuz u wanna do it....not becuz u want to prove sumthing....becoz that way u r giving ppl reasons to smile...not urself...